Bought my first ever box of cigarettes today. I’m not really a smoker, I just sometimes smoke when I’m out drinking. So is that a social smoker? No? Ah I don’t know. But the point is, I’ve fancied having one for a couple of days now so I plucked up the courage and went to a small shop thinking ah fuck I’m going to get ID’d. But I didn’t! And for some reason, when I’m in those kind of situations I always turn abnormally geordie for some reason ahaha. I don’t usually have that broad of an accent but woahhh I was full on there.

can’t wait until I leave this house for uni, I’m sick of bad atmosphere.

shindigging at a friends tonight. he’s making a big spanish meal for us (he’s called steven, therefore I am going to the feast of steven) and we’ve been told to suit up. I’m really looking forward to it. I like this group of friends (aka, the shindig crew) because we don’t necessarily see each other at school but when it comes to the little shindigs we have more or less every weekend, we’re like a proper friendship group. and I don’t have work tomorrow so I can be as hungover as I want to be! actually, my friend tori is cooking a big christmas dinner for seven so I better not get too hungover..

today I have work until half 5 and then I’m possibly going to a friends house to watch a christmas film. That’s if something is organised whilst I’m at work. I really hope so because I’m in such the mood to watch a christmas film! But then again, if nothing is organised then I’d happily enjoy sloping back to my cosy house.

not motivated to do anything